HEY EVERYONE HOWS IT GOIN SHIT ITS BEEN ABOUT A COUPLE OF MONTHS SINCE IVE BEEN HERE...SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED

IM HERE AT HOME WAITING FOR THE NIGHT TO START HAHA YOU KNOW ME IM ALWAYS OUT PARTING AND DRINKIN... BUT THING HAVE BEEN GOING ON

IM W. SOMEONE NEW HIS NAME IS ROY AND HES 23 ITS COOL BUT HE HAS A LIL' GIRL LONG STORY... THIS GUYS IS SO ANNOYIN HES AN ASSHOLE FUCKIN BOOTLEGGER... BUT I LIKE HIM NOT LOVE. I AINT TO THAT POINT BUT HES AMAZING WHEN HES NOT AN ASS!

HES JEALOUS TYPE BUT ITS OK I KNOW HE REALLY LIKES ME I WAS W. HIM LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING AND IT WAS GOOD SOME BADS BUT ITS OK

HES DEM GHETTO GANGSTER GUYS "VALLUCO" UMMMM I LOVE DEM BAD BOYS HAHAHA! BUT HES ADORABLE MY CHULO! IDK THINGS ARE BUMPY W. US GOODS AND LOTS OF BADS BUT THEN AGAIN.... HES A LEO AND IM A LEO WE GOT THE SAME B-DAY weird!!!!! HES GONNA MEET MY PARENTS 2MORROW AND MY BRO


ITS GONNA BE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PRAY FOR ME ::BITTIN NAILS::


QUESTION: HOW ARE THE REALATIONSHIPS BETWEEN TO LEOS? IS IT BEST I KEEP SEEIN HIM OR DO I BREAK IT OFF?

lol ok well ive decided to take up gardianing.... cuz we got a patch of marijuana plants in out house... dont ask why. lets just say im a real mexican hahaha

but yeah im tired... went out last night somewhat drama you know drama always follows me. but yeah that guy roy i just said fuck him cuz hes a "one minute man" and other reasons...but nothing much to say

i miss all you guys at TSTC i hope to go back soon... i dont know when not to good right now but its ok

well laters

well thing with joey were too good to be true cuz called it quits well.... i did cuz hes moving back to GEORGIA cuz he said he missed his son which im not gonna get in the way of family cuz im just nothing ....but he says he loves be and hes gonna come back but i dont know when he still wants to talk but i dont know just as friends... i miss him

he makes me happy, he makes me feel good, he makes me feel loved... im gonna miss that!

but then in the back of my mind i dont beleieve what he would tell me, i didnt believe that he was faithful, i didnt believe that he "quit" a certain thing.... i dont know im just confused my family didnt like that fact that he was 28 and i didnt care but now im just gonna move on to something better....

i need someone:
in the valley( someone in harlingen)
w. a car
w. a job
who likes to drink
who likes to smoke
who likes to go out
who likes to hang w. my friends
who likes to dance
someone i can trust and care for....... where is tha person i dont know but im lookin

now im talking to tina's cousin ROY hes 23 he has a job(not a good one but its a job) lives in harlingen(rangerville) loves to smoke and drink and kicks it w. my friend so hopefully this goes good!!!

and im gonna be good and not do anything ANYTHING stupid like the other guys i was with. so im gonna try it out cuz i just want to. ROY'S cute kinda hes cool and i love his laugh its adorable :) weird i wasnt tryin to talk to him he wanted to hook up w. me lol

but i'll see what happens

damn im here at home bored and i go to work at 10:15.... im WAITING for the weekend to see JOEY and im pissed at hime cuz he told me to call him at 12 so i did and he wasnt home.... hes gonna get it from me!!!

awwwww i wish i was there to beat his ass! ::shaked fist::

but i still love him!

well me and joey are together just talking but , hes gonna leave today for about a month to work. he said hes gonna come back for me and i believe him... he told me he loves me and im getting hard feelings for him...i think about him all the time. so when he comes back he said hes gonna get a car and a place to that we can be together

he even thought about me movin in w. him so i dont know things are going fast I MISS HIM! i found my boy and im happy, but other people seen to have a problem.


i miss you! and love you!

WEIRD JOEY TOLD ME HE MISSED ME AND THAT HE FELL IN LOVE ... I DONT WANT TO BELIEVE HIM CUZ WELL HES A GUY AND GUYS ALWAYS LIE

BUT I KINDA BELIEVE HIM BUT I DONT WANT TO BE PLAYED FOR A SUCKER... SEE LAST NIGHT I COULD HAVE BEEN W. SOMEONE ELSE WHILE HE WAS AT HOME DRINK, CUZ I TOLD HIM TO COME AND HE DIDNT CUZ I DIDNT MAKE AN EFFORT TO GO SEE HIM... WELL I HAVE NO CAR, NO MONEY, AND IF I SPEND THE NIGHT THERE IM GONNA GET IN DEEP SHIT!!!

SO LAST NIGHT I WAS DOWN LIKE BAD I DIDNT WANT TO DRINK SMOKE DANCE PARTY I WANTED TO GO HOME CUZ I FELT BAD HE CAME FROM BROWNTOWN ON FRIDAY TO SEE ME.. HE HAS NO CAR EITHER SO HIS FRIEND CAME TOO... I MISS HIM!!!

awwwwwwwww I DONT KNOW WHY IM STRESSING ABOUT HIM... THE FIRST GUY I FELT THIS WAY MOST OF THE TIME I DONT GIVE A SHIT BUT I DO W. HIM...HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME AND JUST THE WAY HE MAKES ME FEEL IS GOOD ... BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO GET SCREWED W. AGAIN.... NO MORE...

well i saw my baby JOEY is was awesome i was w. him the whole time... but my bro showed up at the bar and fucked it up i told joey about what my bro was gonna do to the other guy i was dancing w. and he got scared .. he said he didnt but he did. so yeah...but i didnt see him sat...

sat. was krazy they jumped my homegirl roxie so me and her fucked up there car w. bats lol it was awesome but we gonna see whats gonna go down on friday at smileys..

but yeah i miss joey and i have no car to go to brownsville to see him FUCK!!!!... damn well here are pics


LUCY TINA AND ME @ MI RANCHO AT 5 IN THE MORNING


SKYLA AALYIAH AND ME AT A PARTY.... I LOVE THEM GIRLS


MY BABY JOEY W. PITBULL(AARON)


JOEY LOOKIN ALL GANGSTA


JOEY BLOWIN ME A KISS


SID THE SLOTH LOL NAW ITS RAUL AKA DADDY YANKEE


UMMM JOEY ON THE BED ... IN THE DARK DONT ASK!


AND THIS IS THE RESULT I GOT 4M MY BABY LOL ... TRUST ME IT LOOKED WORST COMPARED TO THE PIC

i signed up the OLYMPOUS GYM in HARLINGEN so >>>yippie<<<<

so bonnie go and i'll be there at 7:40 or so .....


hell yeah see all them fine ass guys lol but naw i got my baby in BROWNSVILLE

JOEY..I MISS HIM :(

This weekend paided off for the other suck ones ... lets see what happen to me

FRIDAY: went to a family party then smileys. my DAD BROTHER SISTER AND SISTER-IN-LAW were there i was drunk well tipsy... they saw me dancing or "GRINDING" LIKE HARDCORE w. my friend joey,danny,and this other DJ guy...i make out w. danny's homeboy and w. joey but they dont know i did haha ...$PIMP$... i was all on joey my bro got mad and he was drunk and was about to get up and kick his ass... so no more.then i was outside w. joey and stuff happened not much

CUZ I NEED A MUTHAFUCKING PASSWORD!!!!!! ASSHOLE BUT,everyone saw what we were doing so i got about 4 nicknames
1.negra
2.black cat
3.bojangels
4.bobble.... (you dont need to know that last one)


Sat.: i kinda remember... oh i went to a party 2 kegs jello shots jungle juice FUNNY the dj wanted to holla at me haha...and our homeboys from BROWNSVILLE can and i messed around w. one names RAY AKA MEEKLO...well hes cuz was there too.and well things got hot there and at there place ... and now me and his cousin..joey are kinda talkin serious... hes like SPRUNG ON ME . i dont know i like him

joey:
hes a GEORGIA BOY
MEXICAN LAST NAME SANCHEZ
SOUTHERN ACCENT
HES 28 (WHICH I DONT CARE patLOL AGE DONT MATTER)
CUTE AND GOOD IN BED... LOL
SWEET SEXY, AND SO KIND
BUT....... THERE IS A BUT

he has a lil' boy well hes 6 yrs old then again it dont bother me

but this guy got me calling him everyday after and before work...i hope hes the real deal!!!

dude ok i was at my girls house ESTHER and out of the blue JOEY COMES BACK!!!! joey is this guy that ive always always like since high school DAMN THAT BOY BE LOOKING GOOD!!!!!!!!

WELL he went w. us to smileys ballroom with all of us and well i got fuckin tipsy lol and it was good then my girl CONNIE went cuz it was her b-day and she likes JOEY TOO! so she didnt do anything she didnt make a move so hey i was playing around w. him here and there so i was dancing on connie . cus we gave her a lil' lap dance and i told joey wheres mine and he gave me on

then i was dancin w. edith and he was looking at me and her and i gave him one cuz looking like he wanted me too. soooo. i got him up danced and pulled him to the restroom on to the side and kissed him.... well he did like it cuz he was kissing me and grabbin up on me


i took him outside w. me and well wanted more but.... yeah theres a but he told me well you need the password... WHAT FUCKIN PASSWORD???? he was there teasin me he told me that only to girl have gotten the password i was there for about 20 min and nothing just teasing me i tryed but nothing go i got frustrated and went in so yeah and there was drama at my cuz. house and at this homeboys house lol it was KRAZY!


DAMN BUT THE FUCKED UP THING IS THAT JOEY IS FRIENDS W. TONY AND TONY IS ESTHERS MY HOMEGIRLS BROTHER... AND HE KNOWS HOW I AM AND THAT I GOT DOWN AND DIRTY W. 2 GUYS FROM THE ISLAND ... SO I HOPE HE DONT TELL JOEY.... AND JOEY WELL HOPE HE DONT TELL TONY I GAVE HE THOSE HATER MARKS LOL


damn but its ok cuz im gonna see paul wall and i know there gonna be some good looking vatos there